Ups and Downs

As most of you may not know I have been going through the ups and downs of life, not saying I am the only one who is, but just saying that I have bills to pay with no job and I still want to make movies–be creative.

Well sometimes these things do not mix, and what makes matters worse is that I am trying to do it in Northern California 60 miles north of Sacramento. Not a place to try to do this type of thing. If I were a professional surfer, why would I live in Idaho? If I was a professional snow skier why do I live in the Moroccan desert? Well the same goes for me. Why am I up here when the jobs are in Hollywood?

Several reasons.

• I do not like it down there
• I have a home up here and a family
• I do not have the money to move there

There are more, but I would rather not bore you with my personal life struggles.

So bottom line, I am trying to stay focused but do the right thing for the family by getting back to working a dull, boring, regular job until things pick up with financing for the second movie.